The Ruined One
You have come anew, ending the old dream with a fresher one. The breasts—when did they bloom? The middle-aged hairs upon the chest declare themselves in pride. Do you know, in the joy of hips, what peace in the heart, what ease in the flesh may dwell? Upon your lips— the scars of bites. I know the pain, ancient and returning, that once came upon this road with monsoon rains. Mine was that historic face, where once you kissed, in absolute delight. Do you remember still? Why then does your chin tremble? The body, lush with signals, was never burdened by you with the dignity of embrace. You told me to forget. So I never sought, in the body of a middle-aged woman, the vanished girl within. The bamboo-stick figure, like a stalk of tuberose, remains eternal, hidden deep. Do not ask me to search for her through this crowd of flesh and fat. Now sex may be— yes, I could see you with a lustful gaze, could you endure it, as all those others endured, the hands that press...