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On the Road

Far off, pulling away, fading slow, taking back and taking back again from the very start of life— like every day— the pain is already inside you.   It stays. The earth is endless. All the other lives? Don’t matter much.   I think of friends— they carry more pain than me. But that doesn’t help. Their pain isn’t mine, and mine isn’t theirs. So no matter how big the pain outside, it isn’t the weight that counts.   A tree has sprouted on my forehead. It grows inward— roots are veins, nerves are branches, thoughts are tangled leaves.   Today’s shade is from that tree. Its blood is orange, its pomegranate is fire. It speaks inside my body— “Come closer… you hear me?”   No one’s calling to take me away. Modern folk, like they can’t go forward at all. The moving sorrow stays hidden, the net still tightening around the heart.   Give the dream a little love for tomorrow— be it fame or justice— press your hand to your chest, you’ll feel the hurt.   A time will s...

The Laureate of the World

All round thee spreads an unseen boundless sphere; Who dares o’ertake thee, who may draw thee near? To spurn thy name, to fill the page with rhyme, And, buying metre, boast of heights sublime— Such mortal bards, though proud in measured lore, Shall sink, o’ermatched, within thy boundless shore.   A drop of water, in thy tongue devised, Loses its cadence, lost, unrecognised; In thine own tide of thought and glad excess, All other voices fade to nothingness.   So great the blaze of thine unwearied light, That talent’s fire, and genius’ burdened might, Like billows on the shore, their clamour spend, And in thy form celestial image blend.   Thou art a traffic of immortal days, Wherein thy lasting fame each market sways; And lesser poets, wan with hopeless plight, Do find their orbits shattered in thy light.   For thou art space itself; with moral pride Thy giant shadow falls on every side; The small are smitten in their fragile way, Their constellations quenched in dark ...

The Successful Traveller

The seed of a goal is planted in our hearts. Across leagues of a sea of sorrow, the sky arrives. Pilgrims return home and, with wonder, see that nothing in the world has changed.   The urge to seek and to embrace is so intense that if one has knowledge and desire, life feels complete. But the quests scatter— the road turns to stone, and the unlucky walk on hard ground.   Their muscles slowly grow stronger; their strength gives them the illusion of peace. No one will keep a place for normality in the innermost chambers of the mind, for they have seen each person is different, and must walk through a path filled with thorns.   They know life’s worth can be bought only with sweat and blood. On this fragile, perilous road, in the shade of trees, time moves forward unnoticed. In an unknown land, their home lies behind them.   Mountains rise sideways, astonishing all; in the rainbow sky, vultures tumble, searching for prey between afternoon and evening. Water rushes over s...

Ratu Didi

Scene 1 – Country Home, Dawn   The first light spills across a courtyard of soft grass, damp with night’s breath. Bare feet press into it, wiping away the dust before stooping under a low doorway. The hut is small, its clay walls warm from yesterday’s sun, its air steeped in the smell of soil and river wind.   From beyond, the Padma calls—its broad waters a silver ribbon in the pale dawn. Steamers wait at the bank, their iron chains sunk deep into the muddy char. Fishermen’s hands knot and pull, voices mingling with the low hum of water against wood.   A sudden rush—people clambering aboard, their movements urgent but familiar. And there, among them—Ratu Didi. Her red-and-white sari, frayed at the hem, swings with each step. She turns briefly, a flash of dark eyes and the curve of a smile. Beside her—Raju, Dulal, Khant, Mukunda, Bonhari, Ershad, Broj, Murari, Chapa, Jasmin— a litany of names that even time cannot erase.   Scene 2 – The Green Horizon   Ou...

Tide

From here the moon climbs, over the orange-smeared clouds. Tonight, Venus burns— like a Lakshmi owl’s eyes.   Evening and darkness have crossed the far hills, and over the calm sea, stars scatter like broken porcelain. The sky turns violet. Night settles in the garden. Love for the sea wakes in the chest.   Only the jasmine’s scent, only the heat-sweat of the night. Ocean to ocean— how silent war can be. Where the lotus blooms, there is life-giving.   Thin Tagar flowers wake in yellow dreams. The last moon of the night—strange, soft. I will be there with you, where no one sees, eyes closed in trust.   Where on the sandbank addition and subtraction are done, the violet waves retreat. The waterline beckons, kingfisher whales call.   You sit waiting— no place left to float. Far away stands Death, leaning on an ostrich wing.   Thirst has lodged in the chest today. The horizon line holds its breath, grief in the thirst. On a shepherd boy’s lap I will take this ...

Before the Storm

The silent servant stands motionless, This delayed land of Bharat Gazes on with a faded smile. The air has frozen still, From behind the clouds Thunder murmurs. I press my ear to hear— The herald of the coming storm.   The wind smells of gunpowder, Life’s breast is pitted with craters, Humanity locked in battle with man. The boatman waves from afar, The vessel rises in the heaving waters.   In the certain darkness, The royal decree barred our way, Yet in our silence A sudden gust rises— The conch shell sounds in protest.   This stillness is only a pause; No journey will halt forever. On the dry porch, In a storm of dust, I sit with bowed head and listen To the death-cry of the bamboo grove, The drumbeat of the storm approaching.   Still, there is more to say— The servant holds A secret pact with an unseen band. The people roar, The day of shame arrives; Yet the rulers sit, Watching and listening in silence, Their gaze stretching to the horizon— An endless lament, The...

Wheel of Time

You wanted joy, loved the sun— that first time we met, winter fog lay heavy over a brittle day.   Rootless hours, solitary and starved, fell hard in love. A timid heart, wobbling at the edge of newness, listening to fairy tales of pleasure and pain, carrying the weight of experience not yet lived.   Winter slipped away. If love were spring, I wore it like powdered color— we walked close, down distant roads in imagined cities, through conversations made only of silence.   Far out, by the beach, slums clung to the shore— fishermen waiting in stillness, nets bent like restless fish in the pull of the tide.   There was too much— too many wounds, too much hunger. We skipped the barriers, trusting God like a dare.   I thought love meant laughter in the fields, barefoot farmers tracing narrow borders toward the harvest. But it wasn’t true.   That path— just a crowd, driven by rivalry and self-importance, faith drained to zero. In spring I learned I was a beggar, a...

The Price of the Earth

Where I have built my home is where I dream with others. Here, there is no magic realism— and if you ask me, Can it be so? I would answer: How shall you dwell with us, when once you thought death itself need not come for me?   When thought grows distant, a bird alights upon the window. When the heart draws near, the mountains withdraw. How strange— the temple flags in the east are flying, while my gaze is fixed upon the southern hills.   At day’s end, the western wind brings trade; in the forest the deer breathe long sighs. Alas, disaster— those who raised walls upon the riverbank now have dead snails fallen at their feet.   The birds’ craft— their planes of air— move with the wind. They who have borne pain and worn the ochre robe of detachment must pay the toll of time— give it its rightful honour.   Paper boats are lost in the summons of life; in the forest’s lovely bend adornments stand in ordered rows. Who plays at games with words filled with metre? Their lives ...

Dreamlike, My Beloved

Between physics and God lie seven twists— and I have never stopped to think about choosing for the sake of goodness. Conflict and charity rule side by side, while I lived in careless ease, a slave to my own nerves, my spine still upright.   In the worst of times, there is always a cage to be found for the lonely traveller. Science was the wrong road for me; better to borrow justice from a benevolent God— and move with ease from love to renunciation.   For at the very beginning, there is no one, save the living body of adaptation. Nature does not dwell in the depths of anyone’s eyes. A woman—painted on a beachside canvas— forgets the grief of emptiness in her graceful unfolding.   Since the dawn of time, minds have been spread like nets of hatred across stagnant ponds. Sunlight devoured, the horizon etched on open plains— some die, some stay in the household.   As Kalidasa once hung from a branch, I too hang in the web of dreams. This stran...